Natalie has ended her on-again, off-again relationship with Josh. Regardless of transferring to Los Angeles from Florida to be with him, after his unwillingness to commit, Natalie broke it off with him on Monday’s episode of 90 Day: The Single Life.
Josh had by no means absolutely dedicated to Natalie, but it surely appeared the 2 have been turning over a brand new leaf this season when she moved to L.A. to be with him. Nevertheless, he did not trouble to select up her and her mom from the airport and once more, had little or no time to spend along with her. Throughout final week’s episode, she informed cameras she was upset that he by no means invited her to his house and that she’s by no means met his youngsters. Her mom bluntly informed her to maneuver on since he clearly wasn’t committing to her. In the meantime, Josh had his personal doubts about Natalie and his buddies shared their considerations that she was simply utilizing him for his connections.
Throughout Monday’s episode, Natalie did not even need to give Josh a hug after they met up. She informed him she hoped issues can be totally different when she made the transfer to L.A. however that he did not even attempt, noting that it has been two years and he is by no means invited her to his house.
“I’m woman, one in a million,” she informed him. “I deserve a great man. I don’t want to waste my body, my mind, my feelings for a guy who doesn’t even fight for me, who doesn’t even care about me. You’re f**king weak. And I can’t be next to a man who is weak.”
Josh very flippantly informed cameras he understood the place she was coming from and that he would at all times care about her — regardless of not likely keen to make any modifications for her. He informed her he had different obligations.
“My life, it’s very complicated and you need somebody that can be around more or maybe somebody that doesn’t have kids, that you can start your own family with, I don’t know,” he informed her. “But I’m not able to give you what you want. I’m not.”
Natalie broke down in tears and famous that she at all times provides males her all the things after which she “suffers.”
“And it’s not f**king fair but I guess I just have to accept it and just leave,” she mentioned. “I’m not interested anymore in seeing you. … I just know that you don’t love me and there’s no point. I don’t want to have the feelings that I’m not loved.”
Josh insisted that he favored her loads however acknowledged that she wanted one thing totally different.
“I am genuinely sorry,” he informed her as she cried.
Natalie mentioned she did have love in her life — solely it wasn’t romantic. She famous that she liked her life and her mom.
“Sometimes you don’t have to have man to love,” she mentioned. “Men bring me pain. Maybe I’m meant to be alone, which is fine.”
Josh took her hand and kissed it, and surprisingly, Natalie accepted the gesture and smiled at him. Natalie informed cameras she wanted to be with somebody who heals her, not distracts her like Josh.
“It’s not Josh,” she informed cameras. “It’s not him, and he knows it, too.”
Natalie did emotionally hug Josh again and Josh informed cameras he was unhappy however that there wasn’t rather more that he might do.
“I’ve given her my time, I’ve given her my attention, I’ve given her my help, I’ve given her my connections and she had her mind made up that she deserved more,” he mentioned. “But what I had to give I gave her and it just wasn’t enough.”
Natalie broke down in tears when she was by herself, noting that she felt alone within the nation with none buddies and he or she did not know what she was going to do.
“I just feel like I deserve to be loved,” she mentioned. “I gave [my ex] Michael seven years. I gave this guy … and I just can’t.”
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